Nightmare

After two calls to the passport agency and nearly two hours spent on hold (special thanks to my friend Allie for making one of those annoying calls for me while I was at work), the nightmare continues. I paid nearly $300 to expedite my application. Normally that guarantees that your application will be processed and your passport sent out in 10 business days. Due to high demand--which I'm sure everyone has heard about--they now guarantee your passport in 2-3 weeks. It has been five weeks since I sent my application in. The customer service lady put "another expedite" on my application and guaranteed delivery by July 17th. We are supposed to leave on the 18th. Not cool. Then she told Allie (pretending to be me) to just keep calling back to check on the status of my application. Like I have time to call and spend at least an hour on hold several times a day! When I got the news, I literally had to leave my training meeting for a few minutes and cry. I am so incredibly frustrated and my nerves can't take much more. I know that I've asked you to pray before, but please throw up a few extra ones this week, ok? I know that God is sovereign and that He will accomplish His will in this situation--I'm just getting a little scared that His will could be for me not to go at all. I just keep praying and repeating the words of the man in Mark who asked for healing: "I believe. Help my unbelief."